The weather.

how is it that on the same day, it snows and is sunny before?

the hail/snow falls unexpectedly on the unfortunate people.

i really hate this weather, the ground slowly turns white, like cotton covered ground

now this may project a beautiful image, it is actually depressing.

its the wrong season ! snow season has passed damn it !

unstable weather conditions scare me a little.

is it a sign ? then what ?

noo daylight savings time !

forward one hour !

give me back my one hour !

oh the kite runner..

so bittersweet.

the author is downright depressing, although the book did held my interest for a long time..

and i just checked my TOEFL score today, well i got 105/120 !!

stupid marker gave me the lowest point in the speaking section.

haha did not expect that at all.

since it was an absolute borefest, not to mention the painstakingly long hours that the test took.

Im glad i took it though, takes a lot of worries out of my mind for the moment,

i have a safety net now if i EVER fail English.

the latest little that has been wandering in my mind for a while now is which University should i choose

UBC

SFU

UBC 

SFU

UBC

SFU 

!?!?!

prestige, size, worldwide recognition?

all those fancy things that i once thought was the most important deciding factors

But well, it turns out i dont really care for such things. i was simply just following the flow.

many will praise UBC and how it is the 'best studying opportunity' that one could ever have.

Well... "best" is how you define it yourself, its a relative thing. doesn't apply to everyone.

but who am i to judge, i'm just an inexperienced student worrying over these kinds of things.

ultimately, i think the decision will reveal itself and the future is for the future to worry about right?

sigh..

Monkey Majik - One Moment (Live).MP4

Take my away for a moment
Take me away if you don't mind
We could just dance in the moonlight
Until the morning shines

Remember the times we were singing
Remember the knock on the door
We were so loud getting busy
But that was all before

Oh ooh! Why did ya fake it Here I go again
Tell me tell me please, you know
I'm begging you for more

Love had never made a difference
Living in a lonely life
Repeat x3

Ohh...No one has it worse than me
(But) Ohh...Maybe it suppose to be

Take my away for a moment
Take me away if you don't mind
We could just dance in the moonlight
Until the morning shines

Remember the times we were singing
Remember the knock on the door
We were so loud getting busy
But that was all before

Oh ooh! Why did ya fake it Here I go again
Tell me tell me please, you know
I'm begging you for more

Love had never made a difference
Living in a lonely life
Repeat x3

Ohh...No one has it worse than me
(But) Ohh...Maybe it suppose to be

loving never made a difference so much as an essence that u and i never had a chance to go the distance let's not be too hard on ourselves it's only been like 24hrs but seems like we've been going for miles you know i love it and you love it too and every minute that we're together is telling me that i can only be true this isn't the first time i've had a little fling so take of your clothes cause i'll know that you're the real thing

Love had never made a difference
Living in a lonely life
Repeat x3

Ohh...No one has it worse than me
(But) Ohh...Maybe it suppose to be

Love had never made a difference
Living in a lonely life
Repeat x3

Ohh...No one has it worse than me
(But) Ohh...Maybe it suppose to be

some may perceive Friday The 13th as a day of MISFORTUNE, and i have no idea why it is so.
what is wrong with the number 13 ? yeah its an odd number, stop judging the number !!

I, on the other hand have been quite lucky, well not luck per say, i do not actually believe in that.
I just believe that today was a good day..

psycho teacher wasn't acting that psycho today....she baked cookies for the class, oh how nice.

i got a rather satisfactory mark in English Midterm...!
finally the 5 out of 6's are flowing in (not marked by my Eng Teacher)
so.... now i know where the problem is....hahaha

I am particularly happy about getting good marks in English, evidently it is my weakest subject.

i wonder why....i speak it all the time, and i read and write using it.

but, it was also that class that got me into reading more often as well, so there are two sides to a coin.

YEAH
They've found my Graduation Plan too, keh, was worried about that.
Now i can have my interview smoooothly, so to speak,

or not...


TOEFL is tommorow.
i dread it.
it is in the morning
it is 4 hours straight.
how will i concentrate for 4 hrs straight?

even though i kinda look down on the sample questions,
pointing out the obvious answers while laughing....
i have to say, being overconfident is not what i want to be right now....
okay, this score decides my UBC application!

so uh, half confidence !

i am conf--------- okay stop, only halfway right ?

wah ! one down ! one more to gooooo !!!