A Case of two-identities.

i've always felt like two person all at once...

ever since i've stepped foot here not too long ago, well i don't feel like i belong here at all.
the amount of changes are enormously overwhelming.
so from there came out the second persona, well really it comes sort of naturally, its a by-product of adaptation..

the cultural norms and such,

uhh i still dislike the strong question-statement ending accent that they always attach to at the end of the sentence...
not everyone does it annoyingly though,

the ones that do, always and usually are downright irritating to the core........
haha especially my chemistry teacher, and she talks loudly too, further enhancing the irritation....lol!

so to learn how everything worked, it was, and still is a task i definitely hated doing.
really, there is not a remedy for this but time...

i can't really talk normally like i do,
so there is the restriction therein itself...
uhh imagine the barrier....

A: what lah ! like that also can ?
B: uhh what the hell are you saying man ? is that a new language ?

so i envy those who are able to find others who are from the same country...
country mates eh...

well i guess i learn more too this way...