before after...

Look at that tree...filled with leaves




and its gone...with the wind haha

IS the hair long ?

coolies..long weekend yet again
weather update:
rain rain wind rain wind....just Stop will ya ??
the floor is filled with leaves and they fall every second of the day...and now there is a new equation
Leaves on the ground+Rain Rain= Mush

something that really annoys me is the typical canadian kid accent...there is nothing more annoying than that to me currently.
some people would be extra annoying and some are moderately okay but still. it is very very unbearable..
every sentence would start of low then progresses to a higher tone making it sound similar to a question-like tone and then add tons of 'like, like, like' ....ta dah..you've got yourself a generic version of the accent.tsk tsk tsk..

Okay now would it be better to be a vege-tarian or a meat-tarian ?
i was looking at my andreas' lunch and he's got a tupperware full of lettuce..damn thats weird..
eating raw lettuce haha...
but well in the long term i suppose it is healthier..but how do you grow ?
no meat whatsoever in your diet...nothing but wheatgrains, much vege's and uh yeah..
i can't help but to list out pro's and con's

Firstly, the pros
1.You don't need to worry about 'the ethical part' of how the meat was obtained.

2.There's actually not much cooking.
haha vegetables are best eaten in raw form ! refreshingly fresh

3.hmm..it is really good for health..might live a lil longer too

4. ..stupid music...i can't think already...okay skip.

and here comes the cons
1.How in the world would you grow properly especially in this stage of development ?

2.Missing out on great food ? ooh the succulent steak and serious seafood.(haha can't find something else to rhyme with seafood correctly)

3.You are actually eating a once-living animal...doesn't it hurt your conscience even a tiny little bit to do so ?

ahaha that was pretty short..okay so somehow i am convinced that being a vegetarian yields a great number of benefits and i really admire those who can abstain from meat entirely, that is something i don't think i can do...
the best i could do would be a less meat, more vege kinda diet.



-intermission-




back to work then...uhh horrible work

what would i wanna be ??

This topic at one point was circling around in my thoughts...what am i supposed to do ?
what do want to become ? what is expected of me ?
questions clouds the mind and this is unnerving..

Survey helps a little...perhaps,

musician ? haha that is a no go...



science-type related ? hmm..maybe..



Graphics designer!! thats cool...
but its crazy to sit in front of the computer all day..

Theres more...

Terminologist?...related to itemizing terms connected with a certain field, define them and find equivalents in another language....that is like making a new meaning for a new word..how awesomely exciting haha..No!

oh oh, Painter ..that is something that i can only dream of becoming.
ahahahaa odd job,
Fruit and Vegetable inspector..something special eh..looking at agricultural products for the rest of your life....

okay so i still did not get any answers but i'll trust in God to bring me towards what is best suited for a lazyass like myself hopefully..

tis' a mundane life.

Is there more to just living following a routine day by day...?
There is always a want for adventure...out there where the unknown occur, where an endless journey begins... i don't want to be subjected to the same old monotone routine, at least that is what i think...i pray that would happen someday.

enough moping and more err, studying..
i dislike studying to the ...it stimulates the brain and makes it work..
its soo tiresome...haha, i am too lazy to think...
boy thats tiring to even type that out...haha

i am never taking another physics type course again...lab work was counting and graphing, which i believe waste tons of time and precious energy,
its not like i'm gonna wonder how fast that mercedes is going on the road from that point to the other.. who wants to know that ??
unless its the speeding police...
hahaaa and if they're good at physics, they won't even need the speed detector...just determine
the acceleration by looking and doing those annoying little formulas mentally
woah super nerd 'cha-yan'

and since when chemistry become so math-like-
its all about the measurements eh...
when is the mixing and burning coming up huh ?
i want to mix chemicals.! not measure the density of water !!

haha so anyway....this is goodbye

It is Thursday (もくようびです）

How it sucks to have a substitute teacher...they mostly just sit there..then maybe,
walk around making sure everyone is doing their thing.
and you learn nothing eh...but sometimes it helps haha especially in classes as silly as socials and monotonous as math..

clubs day which was today, it is to promote the clubs and to lure unsuspecting passer-bys into their group...oh yeah! then eat them...in cannibal club
some of the clubs were pretty good with their objectives and such...
like the leos club, its an environment club i guess( save trees! recycle or die!) stuff like that..then there's MAD club basically stands for Making a Difference..
they do stuff like collecting donations for the poor and hmmm make a difference??
the anime club was quite extravagant...with cosplays and stuff..

akatsuki itachi ! hahaha that one was funny..it was a girl..
scary big one too...haha..another was a guy dressing as what i thought was Tifa..
and again...that was pretty odd..that wraps today up pretty much

さよなら
sayonara! haha

phew one week gone finally !
so tiring and long laa.....especially cold today...was around err 3 to 5 degrees... shivering brrrr !
what in the world ?! it isn't supposed to be so cold yet....if this goes on eh, it would continue till february at least...winter season is supposedly november to feb...
crap.gonna be waking up shivering again

something particularly funny today was my 'sensei' there was this one video that lasted 5 minutes rambling bout japanese cuisine( ahh i remember the japanese buffet !) then then she shouted
"ah my favourite!!" tempura !!" all so sudden and proceeded with kinda smothering the tv screen ahahaha...a lil later there was another scene of a person holding a sushi who appeared to have put too much sauce...
she shrieked "eeeeeeeeehh!" and later trembles abit...
the whole video wasn't entertaining at all but the teacher was !!
i guess she just misses her homeland...sighhhh

welp, ciao cheerio ta !!

Clack cluck

Today was awful....as i started off with bio...i haven't a clue what teacher nerd was talking about...
maybe a lil but not the whole idea...argh...that makes me feel somehow incompetent
yeah and later there was a test in social studies.. it was all about canadian government, which really really doesn't matter to me or should i say i don't give an ais kosong about it ...so i really think that i flunked it...some questions didn't make any sense and well...30 minutes for two writing topics ?!?! thats way too little time..you inconsiderate teacher
and so yeah quizzes and more tests...my lil brain don't wanna do any of it tsk...

haih gloomy days appearing more and more often now with the days getting chillier by the week..
sneeze sneeze...by the way why is thanksgiving in october ? i dont get it...it should be the end of the year...oh weeeeelll, theres a holiday for that and its a loong weekend ....

ttyl
means ta ta you loser ?
thats right !

wah its so foggy and cold out there....i dont wanna go out !!
i cant see 50 metres away .... it looks so scary....if someone suddenly appears from the mist and with a knife .!